Stop acting like you know everything...





Somehow I imagined this whole site to be the antithesis of what the rest ever were. Guessed wrong. I still have depressing poetry, still talk some about David...and still have an atittude. However, some have said that I seem really angry with the biggest chip on my shoulder. I don't think I come off that way. I think I'm more confused than anything else. I still stuggle with our relationship...of what it may or may not become. Not that it will be anything. I was going to put up more pics of him on here, but since he knows he's attractive and many females find him that way, I decided against it. He's still mine, you know. And I won't have some cock-sucking little whore try to drool all over him. I'll hand cuff you, dangle you from the ceiling and cut your wrists if you do.

I have learned alot though, by staying away from him for 5 months. But I did learn he's been with that ugly cunt, Tanya for just about a year now. I'm going back to Richmond. If I have anything to do with it...I'll have him before summer hits. Because the beginning of summer will be a year for them. And he's also said that time doesn't mean anything really. I asked him if he still wanted me, if he still liked me too. And he said yes. Just that he was tired of the fighting and my bitching. I can understand that. I'm going back home and things will be different. And I can't act the same way I used to. I think he really does wanna be with me...just my demeanor was intolerable. After some contemplation, I've made a conclusion; I'm going back to see if I can work out anything with him, relationship-wise. If not, I'm moving to California where there are some people offering to let me stay. Which is nice in and of itself.


Ugly little gutter-whore

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